future ; destiny.

if you were to ask me why i dint want to study overseas,

dont worry,

it's not because of my boyfriend (maybe yes la. 5+% ? uhh dont ask me, all i know is i love him, so i might be thinking of him too, but.. see below. )

my boyfriend care for my future as much as i did,

although he knows long distance relationship will not work for both of us (we both know.),

but he tried to convinced me to get overseas whenever i get the chance.

i've thought of it,

but now it's my decision,

to stay in sabah,

i dont want to go overseas. yet.

why?

1. financial problems ( but im sure i can overcome this problem if i want to. but why waste more? )
2. im a bumiputera. ( i believe you know what's the benefit for having this status. )
3. because im a little regret for my high school years, i dint concentrate much. instead, i only boost myself in this year. i wonder if maybe i can do better this time? for stpm. ( dont wanna join those stupid club anymore, such a waste of time. it's good because i can make many friends there, but how many of them are true friends? tell me. they, especially the teachers, are just using you to make themselves more proud in front of the principal. )
4. im not in a hurry to make money to support my family, am i? so why is studying stpm a waste of time? ( but then i heard A-levels also 1 and a half year right? what's the difference then? the diffrence is stpm is free; A-levels have to pay for the fees. )
5. have you heard of 'all roads leads to Rome'? ( google it if you dont. zzz. )

it's not how excellent the grades that you get when you're studying that matters, all that matters is if you have the 'brain' to fight in this society. i believe i still can, without studying somewhere else but to stay in sabah, malaysia.

the above text is only my own opinion, my own rational.

:)